I can't help myself to feel down...I wonder why is that...Is it because of someone? Or is it because of things that is happening around me?
I have long search for the truth in me, and for once I've found it deep within parts of my heart that isn't opened for a long time. The part of the missing pieces.
Perhaps what I've been feeling these past few days is just a mirage....or just a way for me to run from the truth. I never actually explored the feelings that I had. I'd just played along.....
But now, it has never been more clear than it is...
Sunday, 31 January 2010
Saturday, 30 January 2010
Imperfection
We are all an imperfection. Is there anyone disagreeing on this statement? I challenge you to come forward....
The truth is that we are imperfect and we are created this way. How on earth are we claiming that someone's better than you if we all know that each and everyone of us is imperfect? How come his/her flaws is not seen? How come our flaws are obvious to some people?
What we see in others is what we choose it to be. Why someone is seen so perfect but not all of us is seen that way? Why that person is chosen instead of others?
When we are being compared to someone who are better than us....why the need of the moroseness?? Why aren't we grateful that our weakness is being shown to us?
I know it sucks to be compared with someone better than us. It really is....I hate it too, but does that stop me from being who I am?
Being imperfect is what makes us perfect. Our flaws made us different from one another...makes us unique....
We are not for what we are meant to be, but who we were born to be....And we are born to be human. And being human is that we should realise our flaws and accept them....That is the truth of imperfection...
The truth is that we are imperfect and we are created this way. How on earth are we claiming that someone's better than you if we all know that each and everyone of us is imperfect? How come his/her flaws is not seen? How come our flaws are obvious to some people?
What we see in others is what we choose it to be. Why someone is seen so perfect but not all of us is seen that way? Why that person is chosen instead of others?
When we are being compared to someone who are better than us....why the need of the moroseness?? Why aren't we grateful that our weakness is being shown to us?
I know it sucks to be compared with someone better than us. It really is....I hate it too, but does that stop me from being who I am?
Being imperfect is what makes us perfect. Our flaws made us different from one another...makes us unique....
We are not for what we are meant to be, but who we were born to be....And we are born to be human. And being human is that we should realise our flaws and accept them....That is the truth of imperfection...
Sunday, 24 January 2010
Update
It's been a long time since I last update thing blog. About a week....Sorry for not writing anything at all. I'm not well for the past few days... :)
So, what is there to write here today? Let's see...
I had two interviews last week, which was very fun. I bought someone subway...I wanted to gave her a treat, but she insisted on paying.
I got two treats from two different person! :D
Played ping pong and lost 7 sets, win 6 sets....
I played ping pong against Harith (wakil kolej for ping pong)...I lost 11-8, 11-11(2-0), 11-11(2-0)....See! I can actually match up against him :D
I get to know new friends....during interview :D
I went window shopping at KLCC after interview...
Ate at secret recipe in PJ!
Took pictures of a garden of the PJ8 building....
What else did I do last week?? LOL....that pretty much it... :D
So, what is there to write here today? Let's see...
I had two interviews last week, which was very fun. I bought someone subway...I wanted to gave her a treat, but she insisted on paying.
I got two treats from two different person! :D
Played ping pong and lost 7 sets, win 6 sets....
I played ping pong against Harith (wakil kolej for ping pong)...I lost 11-8, 11-11(2-0), 11-11(2-0)....See! I can actually match up against him :D
I get to know new friends....during interview :D
I went window shopping at KLCC after interview...
Ate at secret recipe in PJ!
Took pictures of a garden of the PJ8 building....
What else did I do last week?? LOL....that pretty much it... :D
Sunday, 17 January 2010
The World According to Me...
If one day I was granted the power to change the world, here are some of the lists that I would want to have...
1. The nations combined altogether and form an alliance.
2. The alliance is led by me :P
3. I'll announce that McD, Burger King, and KFC should be under the government's control...so that I can have burgers for free :D :D
4. There would be Subway for every 500m radius in major cities...so that people can enjoy the sumptuous, juicy, mouth-filling sandwiches.
5. Not to mention, every home would get at least 4.0mbps internet connection with 90% packet data transmission. Which means that if you download 1.0 GB file, it'll only take around 5 mins :D :D :D
6. Free lunch toys for kids!! Haha...
7. All militaries personnel are to sworn allegiance to me alone :P
8. I'll have so much luxury cars, that I don't know which one to look at... :P
9. Oh yeah, I'll live the Burj Dubai...
10. Or perhaps the Birmingham Castle would be my new home...
11. About a wife....I'll get to that later :)
12. I would like to build like a dome to cover the whole of Malaysia....and then put on a massive air conditioner, so that it won't be so hot :D :D
13. Oh yeah, I almost forgot...perhaps I'll give KMS some money...since they are really short of it :) :)
14. I'll tranfer the Jews into the North Pole...(Honestly, they're not doing us any good here...just my two cents :D)
15. I think I want to learn how to fly a jet fighter. Or ride a tank!
16. Last of them all....I want to have a happy family to live with....for the rest of my life :)
1. The nations combined altogether and form an alliance.
2. The alliance is led by me :P
3. I'll announce that McD, Burger King, and KFC should be under the government's control...so that I can have burgers for free :D :D
4. There would be Subway for every 500m radius in major cities...so that people can enjoy the sumptuous, juicy, mouth-filling sandwiches.
5. Not to mention, every home would get at least 4.0mbps internet connection with 90% packet data transmission. Which means that if you download 1.0 GB file, it'll only take around 5 mins :D :D :D
6. Free lunch toys for kids!! Haha...
7. All militaries personnel are to sworn allegiance to me alone :P
8. I'll have so much luxury cars, that I don't know which one to look at... :P
9. Oh yeah, I'll live the Burj Dubai...
10. Or perhaps the Birmingham Castle would be my new home...
11. About a wife....I'll get to that later :)
12. I would like to build like a dome to cover the whole of Malaysia....and then put on a massive air conditioner, so that it won't be so hot :D :D
13. Oh yeah, I almost forgot...perhaps I'll give KMS some money...since they are really short of it :) :)
14. I'll tranfer the Jews into the North Pole...(Honestly, they're not doing us any good here...just my two cents :D)
15. I think I want to learn how to fly a jet fighter. Or ride a tank!
16. Last of them all....I want to have a happy family to live with....for the rest of my life :)
Thursday, 14 January 2010
Headache...
I'm really tired of listening to your relationship problems....YES, I do have the reputation to save some relationships, but I'm thinking of not doing this anymore. Please, I'm really really tired of it.
Listening to your problems really make me feel that there is no such thing as a happy ending. It gotta end bad somehow. Whatever you seen in the movies are fakes! They never existed....
Life is not what about you've lost...Its what about you've already got. Let your past be the past! Don't let it linger around you anymore. That's what I've been trying to tell everyone...You are who you are right now...Not who you WERE...
I know I'm just a dumpsite for your problems...but do you consider how I feel??? Watching people come and go in my life! Without leaving any footprints....
Do you know what it's like to know them so quick and so deep...and then the next day, pretending nothing happened? Like we never talked and never met???
Hmmm.....Enough is enough! After this, I'm not going to listen anymore. Only to those I think I'm close to....The rest, you can find others that willingly to listen and to carefully judge your situation. I'm done.....
That's it for me...
Listening to your problems really make me feel that there is no such thing as a happy ending. It gotta end bad somehow. Whatever you seen in the movies are fakes! They never existed....
Life is not what about you've lost...Its what about you've already got. Let your past be the past! Don't let it linger around you anymore. That's what I've been trying to tell everyone...You are who you are right now...Not who you WERE...
I know I'm just a dumpsite for your problems...but do you consider how I feel??? Watching people come and go in my life! Without leaving any footprints....
Do you know what it's like to know them so quick and so deep...and then the next day, pretending nothing happened? Like we never talked and never met???
Hmmm.....Enough is enough! After this, I'm not going to listen anymore. Only to those I think I'm close to....The rest, you can find others that willingly to listen and to carefully judge your situation. I'm done.....
That's it for me...
Tuesday, 12 January 2010
Saturday, 9 January 2010
There was a fight today...
A plate of rice was on my table. Each grain of rice was tickling as though they are shouting "Eat me!!." I took a scoop with my spoon, and slowly partitioned the rice into just enough for a bite. The food court is filled with sumptuos food and smell that can trigger your appetite..
Suddenly, there was a scream. Then, I can hear kitchen utensils falling down hard! From a distance I could saw two silhouettes. As the shadows became clear, I can see their faces....
I could tell that one person was bleeding profusely on his face....
I jumped off my seat! Rushing towards the scene of action.
There were two person fighting each other!! I'm strong enough to handle and to stop them both...because I did it before.
As I was hurrying to the scene, I could see other people just sat down and closed their ears...as though there was an annoying sound that disturb their lunch. Why can't they even help??
When I got close...I was about to grab hold one of them but suddenly! It was a girl!
I stopped! I stood there quietly! Without doing anything....
I told myself I gotta help that guy....but I just can't...
In the end, I stood there alone feeling guilty for that guy bleeding....There were another two guys that came along and helped. I just stood there and watched them...
I just can't help to disperse that fight! One of them was a girl! I can't be rough to a girl! I just can't! Not to a girl that isn't causing me any harm....
Probably she got her own reason to attack that man....I don't know. But if it was two guys that were fighting...Yes! I could have stopped them both...
But there's a girl! How could I? One thing is that I can't touch her....Another thing is that I can't possibly be rough to her! I can't grab her clothes and yank her aside! Hmmm....what should I do then? Talk like a close friend???
So, in the end...the other two guy that helped both of them. They were quite rough, but the fight was ended. They were chinese guys...Unfortunately, the ones fighting were malays....It was strange why other malays wasn't even trying to help! Its sad....
So, in the end....its just another fight...
Suddenly, there was a scream. Then, I can hear kitchen utensils falling down hard! From a distance I could saw two silhouettes. As the shadows became clear, I can see their faces....
I could tell that one person was bleeding profusely on his face....
I jumped off my seat! Rushing towards the scene of action.
There were two person fighting each other!! I'm strong enough to handle and to stop them both...because I did it before.
As I was hurrying to the scene, I could see other people just sat down and closed their ears...as though there was an annoying sound that disturb their lunch. Why can't they even help??
When I got close...I was about to grab hold one of them but suddenly! It was a girl!
I stopped! I stood there quietly! Without doing anything....
I told myself I gotta help that guy....but I just can't...
In the end, I stood there alone feeling guilty for that guy bleeding....There were another two guys that came along and helped. I just stood there and watched them...
I just can't help to disperse that fight! One of them was a girl! I can't be rough to a girl! I just can't! Not to a girl that isn't causing me any harm....
Probably she got her own reason to attack that man....I don't know. But if it was two guys that were fighting...Yes! I could have stopped them both...
But there's a girl! How could I? One thing is that I can't touch her....Another thing is that I can't possibly be rough to her! I can't grab her clothes and yank her aside! Hmmm....what should I do then? Talk like a close friend???
So, in the end...the other two guy that helped both of them. They were quite rough, but the fight was ended. They were chinese guys...Unfortunately, the ones fighting were malays....It was strange why other malays wasn't even trying to help! Its sad....
So, in the end....its just another fight...
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