Friday 9 October 2009

Damn you....

I hate you...
I hate you...for everything that you did.
I hate you...for the times you were around
I hate you...for the help that you gave
I hate you...for the strength that you gave me
I hate you...for the smile that you gave me
I hate you...for the words that you encouraged me
I hate you...for the eyes that melt me

Everything you do, brings me closer to you.....You put me in a situation so complex, that I can't tell who is who, or what is what...

You changed the way I think....You changed the way I perceive things...

Now...I can only think of you...


( :P Jiwang enggak?)

5 comments:

atiqaaskan said...

N u do not know precisely a word that describes that feeling. A feeling new to ur senses, something u've always been lookin but scared 2 face. Wake up in the morning, thought u gt the answer 2 the question u've been looking for- the name of that feeling; but it turns out that it's just another meaningless day. The haunting whispers in your head keeps rotating meaningless syllables every minute n every hour to fit the description of that nerve-wrecking, mysterious feeling.


ishhh..suka nak meng-exaggerated benda *sigh*

n oh ya yes jiwang banget! :p

Mr Nobody said...

Erm.....what you describe is lovestruck... :D

There are no exact moment to realise that until it dawned to you suddenly...

You'll learn about your own emotions when you are ready to face them.

As long as you're not ready....you'll wonder and wander off somewhere, somehow looking for an answer of which you can't find nor being taught by someone else. It is to be learned by your own will and strength, and not to mention your maturity as well.


Erm, I wrote a couple of poems, or phrases which some of them relates to life, love, religion....But don't have the will to post it here. People are getting sick reading it... :D

dbanoh said...
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dbanoh said...

wow.. this is kinda jiwang.
lol :D
anyway..y dont u post ur poems and all?? post it all.wd love to read it ;)

Mr Nobody said...

Err..I wrote them on papers actually. Lazy la want to type them back. But, once in a while...I'll write here. Depending on the mood.

A poet wrote their work whenever there is a feeling that they want to share. And they try to transmit that feeling through their work.

So, I write when only I have the feeling. If I'm angry, then my words are harsh...but its the otherwise when I'm happy. :D

So, gotta wait for the feeling first...