21 things GIRLS just don't realize about GUYS

Before I continue, I feel that a lot of hatred for me.... I just want to say that you are freely to feel anything about me, and I won't be mad. Just to let you know that no one is perfect and I'm nowhere near perfect. I too make mistakes sometimes, as the same as you are. And I hope you would forgive me because the mistakes that I've done was purely unintentional.

Alrite, girls, you might think that you know lots of stuff about us, guys but you know nothing yet. Guys, I know that you want to let this out.....Haha...

Here goes :-

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about...

2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with u

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile (:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinkin. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him... You don't need to give advice

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back,he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely admiring your beauty

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day

18)No guys can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life


I post this is not for me to attract anyone....Its for me to share the inner heart of guys...TO guys, you owe me man.....hahaha...

Women may seem complex, but guys are more complex when you truly explore his heart.

XD Hope I helped some of you....

If only that person were true....

I was walking in a mall the other day.....As I was walking, I glanced someone....someone so beautiful that you would turn again and looked at the person even if you already have someone special in your heart.

I turned my head.....Searching for that person. Take a few steps backwards....And then I saw that person....

Oh....so handsome....so lively...so beautiful.....Marvellous....You would definitely want to spend the rest of your life with.....

Never have I met someone so attractive, so wonderful....Even better than artist....That is what I call the beauty of nature....The moment I saw that person, I kept picturing that person in my mind.....

I was afraid of going up close....After a long thought, I decide to go to that person....But I hesitated....

I took a deep breath....and gather up my courage...I started walking towards that person...I was 15 m away....


15m



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....When I got there.....Damn....It was only a mirror...... hahahahahahahahah XD

P/S : It really did happened to me....kekekekeke :D

I'll forgive you.....again

I'm currently angry......Angry because there is this girl, I recently knew that she spreads words about me.....saying bad stuff abt me.....I'm not saying anything at all.....and I'm not goin to scold her....because who am I to judge her?.....I'm not her father, i'm not her brother, i'm not her boyfriend.......

Fine....

I'm gonna cool myself down.......getting revenge is sweet......but forgiving is much better.....I can still tolerate, but when the time comes......Like I've said....I'll change for the worst....

A strong man is not the one that is strong in wrestling, but the one that can control himself in anger - (Bukhari)

Everyone has their limit you know......You're not going to like me when I'm really pissed off.....I think everybody is the same....

Try me....go ahead taunt me....

You have no idea what I'm capable of doing

Parental Love....

Have you ever wonder why your parents love you so much? Or you didn't realise that they love you that much? Or perhaps you never return the love back to them?

One thing for sure is that all parents love their child. Never have I met any parent that hate their child and wish that they never had one.....Only in movies....No matter how bad they are, they would thank god for the one thing that they love the most, that is their child. Prisoners in prison wish only one thing if they were given a wish, to watch their child grow up.

I too, wish that I could have a child in the future but that is not my main concern yet. Studies is my main priority now.....

Have you called your parents today??????

Please do. Do you know that just by hearing your sweet voice, that would have made their day? Much more if you say I love you to your parents.....

I always do, say I love you to both my mum and dad. I feel that they would be relieved to know that their child still loves them even when you are miles away....

Do you know that parents really like to hear their child say that they love them very much?? It makes them feel that their sacrifice all this while is worthwhile.....

Please call your parents....please....Don't wait till its too late....When your parents are gone, there is nothing more in this world that you want....than to see your parents again.

My dad always said that he would only wish that he could see his mum for one last time again even in his dream and that would be suffice....

And I pray to Lord every day to give me the strength to repay my debt to my parents.....To make them proud.....To make all their sacrifice worthwhile.....For this child....This particular child...And I sometimes wept, not knowing whether would I be strong enough to let my parents go when it is time?.....Will there be any feeling of guilt???

Tears welled in my eyes....

Appreciate your parents.....As a friend, a caring friend, I ask you kindly, call your parents today......Tonight....Now if its possible....

For there is nothing more noble for a child than to care for their own parents....Love them and Cherish them, while they are still by your side......

Petanque!

Yesterday was badminton, and today was petanque....Petanque is completely different from badminton, whereby you use more of your head...Strategies, techniques, analysis for player and the condition of the soil.....everything is taken into account....Even the petanque ball.....

Students from Banting came exactly at 9.30 am. The match started at 10.00am...My game was the first one....

My team was fighting against a team from banting.....One look we knew that we have less chance of winning.....

There is nothing more thrilling in the game when you're about to throw your ball.....Everything went so quiet....Its just you, the ball, and GOD.....The sound of the ball hitting the ground was another sensation....

My team won the first game.....Its some sort of payback to my loss on badminton yesterday.... We won 20 - 4

It was quite an achievement.......never knew that we could achieve so great.....I'm starting to develop passion for this game.....

I was amaze by a girl from my class that can really play well.......I knew she could play but she was playing so great today.......Amazing....Such talent hidden behind her silence....I didn't expect that......Every shot she made was accurate and precise.....Even I also could not do that (>.<)

Anyway, congratulations to the Petanque team for winning all events......

Badminton!

I was walking at the doorway, when someone yelled my name....I was called by the class team to play since we're short of one player.

I haven't touch badminton racquet for 6 years already......

I did not prepare mentally and physically....(physically seems impossible ^_^) but one thing I did before I left my room was I prayed to God....Let me lose with dignity...

I was kinda worn out by the morning CAS activity.....Slept at 3.00 am the night before....Woke at 6 am to go to SMK Juasseh.... T.T

Game time....

Everything about me and badminton was rusty......And my opponent was the college representative for badminton sport....Lucky day huh?

I was beaten up, slayed, slaughtered, massacred by him.........Hahahaha.... (21-6, 21-8)

Nevertheless, I was glad I played this badminton game eventough I lost.....I finally knew a friend....a true friend....

It was after the first set....The opponent was dominating.....I offer little resistance in return.....I was tired, exhausted......

She said to me.... " Danial jangan main lagi la.....aku kesian tengok kau" She even wanted to withdrew me from the match.....

I said no.....I will continue on....Lose with dignity....GOD is on my side....

But throughout the game, I was thinking, why did she want to withdrew me? Was I that bad? But the answer was very clear....She cared for her friend.....

I have asthma......I was attacked by it when I was 11, and it nearly took my life....Then, again in form 2......I gave up sports since then.....

6 years....no badminton, my racquet was gone, decomposed......No longer there... Sports was even longer....The only sports that I play was tug-of-war (tarik tali - represent school and also played for the yellow house in college), Shooting game (real guns okay....not air gun)

I knew the risk when I played badminton.....I wasn't going to push myself......But she cared for me and asked to stop, probably it was me, playing that bad....or probably I was tired, exhausted....running here and there just to keep up the pace....

I don't know the real reason why she asked me to stop....but no matter what her reasons are, I would like to thank you.....


Tomorrow still got Petangue match with KMB....gotta to make up the loss today.....Tomorrow gonna try my best to win....

What happened to me at 3.00 am....Part 2

Alright.....It's time to tell the whole story now....If i followed whaterever he said, I would be able to save him. But no, curiousity kills the cat. Legend has it that this 'thing' would appear for every 34 years. The last time it happened was in 1970. We were told of this legend by an ex-scout master. He told the whole troop to watch out for anything suspicious.

From our distance, we could be well sure that it was not human. Its tall, about 2 metre in height. I don't really remember how it look.It just happened...same like in a dream. Have you ever dreamed but you forget the details of the dream? It's the same as that.`
and let me continue on.....

Then it began....It started to move towards us and fast. I noticed that it was neither walking nor running. In fact, it wasn't even touching the ground. Some sort of Levitation, and fast....

I was about to turn my head to the other direction to run, when it arrived in front of us but it didn't stop. It kept on moving as though a moving train that is going to run over you. I have no knowledge in martial arts but my human instinct told me to hold up my hands to defend myself.
Out of a sudden, it ripped into pieces like pieces of papers when it touched us. Black papers, following the course of the wind. Our heart pumped fast, cold sweat drenched ourselves. We were really frightened.

"Mana dia pergi?" He said.

"Aku tak tau...."

"Jom lari sia......aku nak balik!!!!"

I felt the same urge too. I felt like want to hug my parents that time....cause I know, my parents would definitely protect me. Feels warm and secure. But that wasn't happening. It was cold, and dangerous. We weren't sure what lies ahead of us and we're alone.

.......

We turned our back. And it was definitely behind us. Standing waiting for us to turn around. I was shocked like hell....I passed out....I can't remember anything else...

I woked up, the next day....I saw my senior's faces, and a teacher. Not sure where was I, I sit up straight...

"Kau pengsan semalam. Pagi tadi kita jumpa kau. Apa berlaku?" A senior asks me.

"Aku pun tak pasti sebenarnya." I replied, remembering the rules when you experienced supernatural manifestation. Don't tell anyone about it, not until a certain period of time because it would probably come to hunt you if you expose their presence.

I couldn't help to wonder what really happened to Mr. X? All i remembered was he stood there unmoved when I passed out.

"Mr.X ok ke?" I asked one of the seniors.

"Dia balik dah. Ada benda berlaku....Menggigil dia. Mata dia merah semacam. Tak pernah aku tengok camtu. Pucat pulak tu. Parents dia mengamuk depan kita...kita semua kena marah. Peliknya, kau tak pulak macam dia. Kau nampak ok..."

"Camne korang jumpa kita?"

"Takde lah. Kita baru nak buat squad mencari, tapi Mr. X balik ke campsite terhinjut-hinjut. Mcm ada anjing gigit kaki dia. Waktu tu, tangan dia berdarah habis. Agak ngeri jugak luka dia. Dah rawat dah pun.....Tapi kena bawa gi hospital. Parents dia nak bawak. Yang agak peliknya, tanya dia apa-apa, dia tak jawab pun. Mcm dah tak paham bahasa Melayu."

I was shocked. Chilly fingers danced along my spine. Why is he acting like that? And what really happened? I was allowed to go home...And I did....

I broke into tears when I saw my mum. Figuring out that I might not have the opportunity to see her again. If anything were to happen to me last night, I won't be here anymore. This blog wouldn't even existed.

That night.....I dreamed. The same thing of what happened the night before. But, it always when the time I passed out would be the time I woke up from sleep. Coincidence? I don't think so....
The same dream every night, every time I closed my eyes, even short naps I would have the same dream. I was depressed. My parents were worried....but i told them not to...

Monday....schooling day.....

I went to school...eventough my parents forbade me to go. I wanted to know what happened that night....And only two person could tell me that. One is Mr.X and the other was the Ex-scoutmaster. I looked for Mr.X in his class but I was told that he didn't came to school. I don't want to let others know....so, I decided not to ask from the Ex-scoutmaster.

Tuesday.....

I searched for him again....no sign at all...

Wednesday....

Still no sign of him...

This continue on for the whole week. Sms and calls were made to his handphone....no replied...By the end of the week, his number were out of service. I don't know where he stayed.... And i don't know who knows...

The second week......

I was more depressed, the dreams kept repeating.....the same thing over and over again. Every time it happened. I would be frightened as hell. Its like real.....Sometimes I could hear voices in my dream....It not english....Not in BM either....I don't know in what language but I just understand the meaning. Not sure how it sounded like but something like "Give me your soul".

Schooling day....

Mr.X's parents came to school today....I was afraid to ask them about their son. But I gather my courage...

" Mak cik, pakcik.....Mr. X sihat? "

"Kau kawan dia ke??"

"Yer.....saya kawan dia. Nama saya Danial" I said.

" Dia minta pass note ni kat adik.....Katanya...penting..." her mom paused.
Something was not right. Tears welled in her eyes.....

" Apa berlaku makcik?? "

" Anak makcik meninggal dua hari lepas...dia meninggal kat hospital besar...dia sempat tulis ni dan bagitau makcik tuk bagi kat adik " tears were dropping down her cheeks.....

I felt like something struck me hard. The world went so quiet at that very moment....I looked at her....Couldn't bear it anymore.

I turned around....Not sure whether that was the right thing to do...I started running...I had no where to go....I just run....Run away from all this...from the fact that someone who has been nice to me is dead.....

Without realising it, I wept....I wasn't sure why...Probably because It could have been me....Probably because it would not happen if I follow what he said, go and report to the seniors...Probably because, I never had the chance to say I'm sorry.....Or thank you for whatever he had done......Probably because he was my friend....a true friend...

I sat at a corner....staring outside the window.....flashing our moments together....
I took the note and read it....






I don't know whether should I reveal what he wrote? Or should I keep it to myself.....If you guys want to know....just tell me then....
There are more details to this story....but i don't have the time...Forgive me...