2010

What is there in 2010???

Will it be the same as 2009? Does anything will change?

YES! Everything will change...Everything has taken its course now. My world will never be the same again. (part of it yeahh...)

P/s : Hmm....the pain is subsiding. Though it strikes at times..... :)



HAPPY NEW YEAR to all my BLOG READERS !!

Thanks for reading!

What does it mean?

What does it mean when you can hardly walk straight because of the pain?

What does it mean if you take about a minute just to get up from a lying position because of the pain?

What does it mean if you cannot sit properly because of the pain?

What does it mean when your ribs are killing you sometimes?

What does it mean when you have to hold yourself from screaming when the pain strikes?

What does it mean when you can no longer sit for long hours??

Welcome to my Life~

Sigh...

Apa nak jadi ngan aku nih??

Too tired already...

This is the 6th day in hospital. I'm very tired already. I only slept 2 hours for the past 3 days...Trying to get some sleep but I can't. Lets just say that I have an obligation...

Well, I'm freaking tired until something happened...Let me share it with you.

I was doing my EE over the computer when suddenly the lights went off..

Aku : "Eh? Nape lampu off plaaaaaakkk????"

Mummy : "Mane adeeee!"

Aku : "Yer ke????"

Suddenly, there were lights back in the room. It was awkward and bizarre...

Aku : "Eh? Dah ade balik!"

Mummy : "Ish kau ni, mane ade lampu tertutup"


Rupa-rupanya, mataku dah tertutup untuk tido....tp mindaku masih belum shut down lagi. Serius tak perasan! Hahahaa....penat sungguh! Bila kita terlampau penat, badan kita akan tutup sendiri, tp minda kita cuba sedaya upaya untuk melawan keinginan badan itu.

I don't know how long I can last...But definitely not that long...I'm getting tired by the minute.

Plus its very cold here...

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If only....

Nobody can tell how I feel tonight. Or how I would feel when the time has come tomorrow. I stare out the window, overlooking at the people down below. They look so happy, and I just seem to forget that feeling anymore.

If only the world could understand, even if one person understand how I feel tonight...It's more than enough.

The fate of my life depends on tomorrow. I just keep praying eveything gonna be alright.

It was only just now when I stared out the window, I realised I had tears welled in my eyes. I hadn't cried in a long time before...But tonight it seems different. The wonder of tomorrow, the fear for tomorrow...

If only you could understand...If only any of you could glimpse of what I'm facing...

I have lost my courage, and I have lost my will. But I'm trying to gain strength from Hope.

The past two months have taught me the true meaning of hope...

Hope is not a resignation of mind, but rather a state of a mind to gain strength on whatever that we have left, whatever that had happened, whatever that is going to happen. Hope is a way to be free from fear. A man mustn't give up hope, but rather rely on hope to obtain the best of strength to be free of fear.

And so dear God, please help me!

I really wish that you guys understand how I feel. Why I'm always sober all the time. I wish I could tell all of you what I'm going through...

All this while I have to pretend I'm happy while I'm not. All this while I'm pretending that I'm cheerful but deep inside, I'm really afraid....

I really wish you guys would understand....Oh perhaps, I need someone to talk to.
I dig deep within myself to find the courage that powered me all this while. It seems that it has been used up.

I'm serious this time...No more jokes.

This time, only God can help me...



P/s : Salam Awal Muharram buat semua pembaca blog Danial Foo

Will you be my ...... ?

Lalala~

Lets begin shall we?

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Hello everyone, my name is Danial Foo. I'm from the historical city of Malacca.

CUT~~!!

Alrite....I know I'm a jerk at times, and I suck at being a friend....but hey! That's just me...annoying little brat (Not sure about the "little" though)

Hmmm....I wonder why so many people like to say I'm pushing them away? Like not letting them coming close.....

Oh ya! That's because I like to keep things to myself and I don't really like people to see what I'm thinking all the time....It makes me feel free. Although occasinally I feel like being kept in prison, but everything has its ups and downs :P

Let's work it out shall we?

Knowing someone isn't just about knowing their names, their birthdays, their birthplaces....but its about knowing how they'd feel, how they'd react and how they'd lie ( erm...this is true )

Anticipating someone's reaction isn't exactly fun, but the point of it is to react complementarily with his/her reaction, making that person feels secure around you. Now that is a friend...

Friends care for one another but somehow, I'm sure there's a lot of friends out there who don't show their care for some friends. I mean, you chose to hide it and care for her/him behind that person's back...how would you expect to get the same care as you did?

If you really care, then you must show it. At least let the person know.....I know it sounds like showing off, but sometimes its best to let others know rather than to keep it hidden. Because in the end, it'll come back to you somehow...

Hahahahaaaaaaa!! I'm really suck at this...but will you be my friend?? :D

(I'm guessing everybody gonna run away from me now :P )

Routine

I wonder why when I read people's blog, I'd really love to ramble but when it comes to my own...there's no idea what to write. It's weird that these ideas came flowing like the rush of seven seas when I read someone's blog. Plus, those ideas had got nothing to do with the posts in that blog.

Hmm...seem to be running out of ideas.

But for now, I'd like to write my activities at home.

1. I'd go online....go to youtube, recom, facebook, this blog, check my e-mails, world news....

2. I'd surf people's blog....

3. I'd stop going online...

4. I'd try to find something to do.

5. I play guitar ( Recently, this is my daily routine )

6. I'd drop dead on the floor

7. I'd wake up alive and head to the kitchen.

8. Open the fridge....One fridge is full of chocolates and things to eat...another fridge full of soda drinks, fruit juices....and all that stuffs....Not interested and go back to the living room.

9. Open computer again....check my online stuffs.

10. Lie down on my bed and start doing some thinking....

11. If i'm lucky...then I can go to sleep :D


Thats all folks!!

Bahasa Baku :)

Kadang-kadang saya kena tulis dalam bahasa Malaysia supaya saya tidak rasa kekok bila menulis nanti. Tetapi bahasa Malaysia saya tidaklah sehebat saudari Farhana Rosli mahupun Saudara Hosni.

Walaubagaimanapun, saya terpaksa juga menulis dalam Bahasa Malaysia.

Post ini ditujukan khas kepada semua sahabat saya terutamanya yang rapat dengan saya tidak kira pada zaman persekolahan ataupun zaman kolej saya.

Saya cuma ingin mengatakan bahawa yang saya ini bersyukur sangat-sangat kepada yang Ilahi kerana mengurniakan sahabat seperti anda semua.....terutamanya sahabat rapat saya.

Namun begitu, kewujudan salah faham sentiasa akan ada di antara sahabat-sahabat. Bahkan suami isteri pun kadang-kadang tersalah faham, apatah lagi bagi sahabat-sahabat. Justeru itu, saya menyusun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan sekiranya saya tersalah faham, ataupun menyebabkan salah faham.

Richard Marx - Now and Forever :D

You know...."Now and Forever - Richard Marx" is a love song. This song means that someone has came into his life when his world was down. The person that came to his life, changed everything about him. He feels that this person is somehow special to him and he wants to her man for now and forever.

Here are the lyrics

Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness
when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever I will be your man

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be you man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time
Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever I will be your man
Now and forever I will be your man


Well, overall....its a wonderful song. I'm playing this song instrumental version. And probably i'll try to play the song version as well.

Hey Cutie :D

After my interview, I went for lunch. There was this restaurant that serves a lot of food, and kinda expensive too. My mum was at the front and I was behind her. Suddenly, there's a girl the intercept us. She was facing towards my mum.

From her uniform, I realise that she's a waitress but why the hell is she waiting in front of me. She turned her head to look at me suddenly. It was awkward at first. She nodded and I nodded. Then she looked back at the front.

Huh?? I said to myself...What's wrong with this waitress? She don't even take orders...=.="

Then she looked back again....I nodded and then she nodded. Then she looked up in front.

Harrr??? I was just about to say what I'm gonna have for my drinks...she already turned her head to the front. =.=

It was rather annoying....but she still did it for the third time. Then, I thought that was really cute....

I chuckled and so did she. Hahahaaaa......

She is cute. Medium built, cute face....about my shoulder's height. Hahahaa....and she's lively too :D

Interview

I haven't prepare any shit for my interview....Crap, I'm starting to feel nervous already. Any ideas, or tips for me? I need it badly...