And so dear God, please help me!

I really wish that you guys understand how I feel. Why I'm always sober all the time. I wish I could tell all of you what I'm going through...

All this while I have to pretend I'm happy while I'm not. All this while I'm pretending that I'm cheerful but deep inside, I'm really afraid....

I really wish you guys would understand....Oh perhaps, I need someone to talk to.
I dig deep within myself to find the courage that powered me all this while. It seems that it has been used up.

I'm serious this time...No more jokes.

This time, only God can help me...



P/s : Salam Awal Muharram buat semua pembaca blog Danial Foo