I'm gonna describe every single one of my classmates......What I say here is based on my observation for almost a year already.....I'm not very close to everyone....So if I did some mistakes, please do inform me.....
I'll start with the guys...
Ciko - Talented, knowledgable and wise.....He is a man of my own heart.....He learns what he needs to learn....and a very funny person......
He' - Wonderful person, Loves to smile, care for his friends.....He really do cares for his friend. I'm honoured to be given the previllege to have your friendship.
Afiq - Playful, athletic and caring. Wonders lies ahead of you. I don't know what it is....It is for you to discover it.
Ikmal - Quiet, Shy and sometimes a funny guy. You opened my mind to something new and wonderful. You actually have so much potential.
Suleiman - Wonderful friend, Truthful, Funny guy.....You offer so much to me, but so little that you demand in return. I'm honoured to be given the previllege to have your friendship.
Anuar - Playful, sometimes dilligent, and athletic. You left a mark in my life that will never be able to be vanquished.
Fikhri - Caring friend, Lovely, and loves to smile. You sometimes saves my day, and I thank you for that.
And now the girls in my class...... I'm sorry, can't explain much about girls....
Farah - Dilligent, funny at times, and rather quiet.....You made my day sometimes just by smiling :D
Dayang - Caring, funny, and sometimes wonderful.....You certainly took a great deal about friendship and at times, wonderful....
Ika Ramping - Funny, dilligent and wonderful.....You have unique personality that till today I still cannot analyse.....I sometimes wonder whats playing in your mind...
Gee - Funny, Sweet voice, and caring......Your presence made something bored into something interesting....Keep up the good work...
Ikea - Funny, Lively, sweet.....You made a dull day turn interesting with lots of laughter... I'm honoured to be your friend... You changed my perception towards life....and at times, you made me feel at home...
Aien - Wonderful, sweet, and have lovely smile......I sometimes like to watch you smile and that already made my day....
Naurah - Energetic, Charismatic, Independent.....You are wonderful at times, and loves to smile....Loves to laugh and your laughter can be a lift up spirits at hard times.....
Najaa - Sweet, mysterious, and cares for your friends....I may not know you very much, but just to see you, I already know the type of person you are...Person that cares for her friends
Angel - Funny, wonderful, and energetic....You are someone that loves to brighten other peoples day even when hopes are down.....You changed peoples day...
Amirah - Thoughtful, lively, and mysterious.....You definitely can hide your emotions well....I sometimes wonder what you are actually feeling...
Madihah - Funny, smart, and wonderful.....You are a woman that is highly independent and does everything on a purpose....I've worked with you before and It has always been a Pleasure.
Myra - Quiet, Cute, and have lovely eyes........You sometimes make me wonder, where are you looking at.....I can sometimes stare your eyes and admire them....
Fana - Smart, thoughtful and funny.....I always been impressed with the way you handle things and coping with changes in your life....Keep up the good work... :)
Afifah - Cute, funny at times, and have lovely eyes......Yeah, you have a pair of mesmerizing eyes and I love to look at them.....That's the reason why I looked at you sometimes....but please don't get mad at me.... :D
Ismawani - Sophisticated, Funny, lively..... You looked so matured and sometimes I feel comfortable with your presence.....Thank you....
There's one more person....Thats me...I'll leave it up to you guys to comment about me....Write it in the comment will ya?
Thursday, 23 April 2009
Monday, 20 April 2009
The Best day in IB life..... Seriously...
Today, early in the morning, Pak Lan (my mentor) decided to make an unannouce visit to all his male mentees room. So I was, "Oh hell, my room is a mess". Well, it's not really a mess but by considering the type of person Pak Lan is, neat and tidy person....He would definitely say it's a mess.
In fact, when he came into my room, he said that my room was like a environmental project because lots of paper everywhere. I told him that we're gonna recycle them (Its just to save my neck of course!) Then, you know what...He ask me to clean my bed.
My bed was already clean enough....but not for him. I normally clean my room once every week. And I would like to EMPHASIZE the word NORMALLY. This week, I didn't clean them.
And that's about it. Then in class, I was suppose to send in the Biology IRP notes in the morning. But considering one person still haven't finish his part yet, so I planned on sending in late.
I was waiting for him to pass it to me cause I thought he only need to print, but turns out he wasn't finish with the notes yet. I only manage to send in after class.... I hope teacher Ju isn't mad....
And then, I knew from math teacher, that I have to send in my maths IA by today latest at 3.00pm. Oh my god!!! I was still at number 5. Hahaha....should have finished the work by the last weekend but since my parents have plans for the family, and I don't want to spoil them....
So, I procastinated. And I'll accept any consequences from my action. I manage to send in but I send in at 3.10 pm. Ten minutes late.....but still accepted. Thank GOD!!!
Then, after maghrib, I clean my place....throw out all the paper....Arrange my books....
This would not happen if Pak Lan didn't come to my room. Just I want to say thank you Pak Lan!! I learned a lot today.
One lesson that I really like to share is that we are all applied by Newton's Law. Well, at least some of us.... "An object will remain constant, unless there's an external force acting on it" The object here is my untidy room, and the force is Pak Lan.
Passing up work on time is one of my principles....although sometimes, I dun obey them.....I have only passing up late for 4 times......(Bio lab report, Chem exe, Chem lab, Maths IA)
Therefore, I have come to learn that procastinating anything would not help anything at all. It will only burden me.
Then, at night, Pak Lan mentioned my name.....haha....I wondered if that has anything to do with the visit to my room today....?
Well, I wasn't talkative at all in his class, certainly never did I insult him at all in class....But I do go out and have some laughs with him outside class..... XD
Thinking this just made my head go dizzy....... :(
In fact, when he came into my room, he said that my room was like a environmental project because lots of paper everywhere. I told him that we're gonna recycle them (Its just to save my neck of course!) Then, you know what...He ask me to clean my bed.
My bed was already clean enough....but not for him. I normally clean my room once every week. And I would like to EMPHASIZE the word NORMALLY. This week, I didn't clean them.
And that's about it. Then in class, I was suppose to send in the Biology IRP notes in the morning. But considering one person still haven't finish his part yet, so I planned on sending in late.
I was waiting for him to pass it to me cause I thought he only need to print, but turns out he wasn't finish with the notes yet. I only manage to send in after class.... I hope teacher Ju isn't mad....
And then, I knew from math teacher, that I have to send in my maths IA by today latest at 3.00pm. Oh my god!!! I was still at number 5. Hahaha....should have finished the work by the last weekend but since my parents have plans for the family, and I don't want to spoil them....
So, I procastinated. And I'll accept any consequences from my action. I manage to send in but I send in at 3.10 pm. Ten minutes late.....but still accepted. Thank GOD!!!
Then, after maghrib, I clean my place....throw out all the paper....Arrange my books....
This would not happen if Pak Lan didn't come to my room. Just I want to say thank you Pak Lan!! I learned a lot today.
One lesson that I really like to share is that we are all applied by Newton's Law. Well, at least some of us.... "An object will remain constant, unless there's an external force acting on it" The object here is my untidy room, and the force is Pak Lan.
Passing up work on time is one of my principles....although sometimes, I dun obey them.....I have only passing up late for 4 times......(Bio lab report, Chem exe, Chem lab, Maths IA)
Therefore, I have come to learn that procastinating anything would not help anything at all. It will only burden me.
Then, at night, Pak Lan mentioned my name.....haha....I wondered if that has anything to do with the visit to my room today....?
Well, I wasn't talkative at all in his class, certainly never did I insult him at all in class....But I do go out and have some laughs with him outside class..... XD
Thinking this just made my head go dizzy....... :(
Sunday, 19 April 2009
Wonderful times....
You know, there are times when you are old, you would flash back your memories. You would either laugh, cry or admire. I believe, when I'm old, I would look at this picture.....and smile...reminiscing the great memories that I had with Teacher Ju....And my Classmates....
Thanks for the sweet memories.....
Thanks for the sweet memories.....
Saturday, 18 April 2009
Thanks for Everything....
I've lost some friend, I've gained new ones....I've been through hardship....I've been through comforts.....I've been through laughter.....I've been through sadness.....I've been through excitement....I've been throught boredom......I've been through many things
But what have I learned?
Just 17, I felt I've gained a lot....but there's more to come. Why am I gifted with such thoughts? My grandma is 91 this year. She lived through 2 world wars. She's so quiet and only smile when she saw her grandson. I never shown my appreciation for her. I remember years ago that she would cook my favourite dish. It was a very very old cuisine until that no one remembers the name anymore.
I wonder, throughout years of her life...... She always said that " Kita tidak akan hidup puas, tapi hidup sudah puas dengan kita" what does that exactly mean?
Anyway, my grandma was there when I was born into this world. She was there when I was only months old. She was always there. I hope that I would not forgotten her. She's a sweet person.
She still remembers me now. She remember me as Danial. Her grandson that promised to become a doctor. Her grandson that made her proud. Her grandson that always grasp her hands. Her grandson that loves her very much.
Thanks for everything Uwan (I call her Uwan) ....
But what have I learned?
Just 17, I felt I've gained a lot....but there's more to come. Why am I gifted with such thoughts? My grandma is 91 this year. She lived through 2 world wars. She's so quiet and only smile when she saw her grandson. I never shown my appreciation for her. I remember years ago that she would cook my favourite dish. It was a very very old cuisine until that no one remembers the name anymore.
I wonder, throughout years of her life...... She always said that " Kita tidak akan hidup puas, tapi hidup sudah puas dengan kita" what does that exactly mean?
Anyway, my grandma was there when I was born into this world. She was there when I was only months old. She was always there. I hope that I would not forgotten her. She's a sweet person.
She still remembers me now. She remember me as Danial. Her grandson that promised to become a doctor. Her grandson that made her proud. Her grandson that always grasp her hands. Her grandson that loves her very much.
Thanks for everything Uwan (I call her Uwan) ....
Friday, 17 April 2009
Love Poem
I made this for a friend of mine who's been asking me for help with his relationship. I made this for him to save his relationship but however, they broke-up before I could finish this thing. This is actually a song which is modified into a poem. I don't know what to do with this thing but I dun wan to put it into a waste.....So, I'll post here for anyone that needs it.....Who say I'm incapable of love???? hahaha
Still feels like our first time together,
still feels like out first met,
its getting better everyday,
nothing can better this,
you still holding on,
you're still the one,
The first time our eyes met,
The same feeling that i get,
only feels much stronger,
wanna love you longer,
you still turn the love on,
so if you're feeling lonely, please don't
you're the only one I ever want,
I only want to make it good,
so if i love you a little more than i should,
please forgive me, i know not what i do,
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you,
don't deny me, this pain i'm going through,
please forgive me, if i need you like i do,
please believe me, every word i say is true,
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you.
Still feels like our best time are together,
feels like the first look,
still getting closer,
can't get close enough,
you're still my number one,
I remember everything about us,
I remember all your looks,
i remember you.....
You know i still do.....
so if you're feeling lonely, please don't,
you're the only one I ever want,
I only want to make it good,
so if i love you a little more than i should,
please forgive me, i know not what i do,
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you,
don't deny me, this pain i'm going through,
please forgive me, if i need you like i do,
oh believe me, every word i say is true,
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you.
P/S : This is actually a song from Bryan Adams call 'Please Forgive Me'
Still feels like our first time together,
still feels like out first met,
its getting better everyday,
nothing can better this,
you still holding on,
you're still the one,
The first time our eyes met,
The same feeling that i get,
only feels much stronger,
wanna love you longer,
you still turn the love on,
so if you're feeling lonely, please don't
you're the only one I ever want,
I only want to make it good,
so if i love you a little more than i should,
please forgive me, i know not what i do,
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you,
don't deny me, this pain i'm going through,
please forgive me, if i need you like i do,
please believe me, every word i say is true,
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you.
Still feels like our best time are together,
feels like the first look,
still getting closer,
can't get close enough,
you're still my number one,
I remember everything about us,
I remember all your looks,
i remember you.....
You know i still do.....
so if you're feeling lonely, please don't,
you're the only one I ever want,
I only want to make it good,
so if i love you a little more than i should,
please forgive me, i know not what i do,
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you,
don't deny me, this pain i'm going through,
please forgive me, if i need you like i do,
oh believe me, every word i say is true,
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you.
P/S : This is actually a song from Bryan Adams call 'Please Forgive Me'
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
Beauty of Life
You know.....life is never fair....as do mine....as do yours.....as do ours.
I can sit for hours just reminiscing my past and thinking of my problems.... Underneath all that smile, laughter, and happiness...i'm actually feeling sad....There was a saying, "The happiest of all man, is the saddest of them all"
I sometimes wonder, is life truly a gift? Or is it entirely a test? Which is it exactly? If life were a gift, why are there so many problems in our lives? Why are there so many obstacles?
Then is it a test? If it were a test, then what were to happen to life that ends very young? Were they tested? If it is a test....what is the answer then? What is the correct way?
Did it ever occur to you? Did you ever know what is your life? I feel that I'm still searching mine. There's a part of me, deep within my heart is missing. And i don't have a clue of what it is......
Sometimes its frustrating looking for something you don't even know. But that frustration keeps me searching. Searching the truth of life....
Perhaps 60 years from now, when i'm going to finish the last bit of my life, only then, would I found the beauty of life.....
Experience can be your best teacher, only if, you let it be.
I can sit for hours just reminiscing my past and thinking of my problems.... Underneath all that smile, laughter, and happiness...i'm actually feeling sad....There was a saying, "The happiest of all man, is the saddest of them all"
I sometimes wonder, is life truly a gift? Or is it entirely a test? Which is it exactly? If life were a gift, why are there so many problems in our lives? Why are there so many obstacles?
Then is it a test? If it were a test, then what were to happen to life that ends very young? Were they tested? If it is a test....what is the answer then? What is the correct way?
Did it ever occur to you? Did you ever know what is your life? I feel that I'm still searching mine. There's a part of me, deep within my heart is missing. And i don't have a clue of what it is......
Sometimes its frustrating looking for something you don't even know. But that frustration keeps me searching. Searching the truth of life....
Perhaps 60 years from now, when i'm going to finish the last bit of my life, only then, would I found the beauty of life.....
Experience can be your best teacher, only if, you let it be.
The world is just Beautiful....
Do you know that the world is made exactly, perfectly right for us to live in?? A change in the universe energy matter just by a millionth of a fraction would make our world unsuitable? Even the Earth is positioned in such a way that it is not too hot or too cold, too near to the Sun, or too far from the Sun....
God has made everything in pairs. And each of the pair complement each other. Take example of the Sun and the Moon. The Sun is so bright during the day but cannot be seen during the night. To help light us up, the moon was created. However, the moon cannot produce light, and therefore, it need the Sun to light us up. It all complement one another.
Same like us human being. We complement one another. Adam and Eve. We seek someone special in our heart but yet we fail to see things that are clear. Things that are right in front of our eyes. Things that have always been there, waiting for us to notice..........GOD
God have created this world exactly for us. God has made everything in pairs for us. So that our life could be filled with love. Love of one another....complementing one another. Making our life perfect. Who are we when we compare ourselves to Prophets whose deeds were totally undeniable?
How do we stand in front of God in Judgement Day later on???
Where would we go, after our sins and deeds were counted?
No one knows except God. Bear in mind that whatever that we have here is not entirely ours and not ours for all eternity. It belongs to God.
Loving someone is not wrong but do not overdo. For Love brings about many wonders and opens our eyes in search for truth. The truth is our religion.
Love other people, Love the Nature, and most importantly Love God. Have faith in God, For He is the best Knower of them all.
There is no God other than Allah and Prophet Muhammad is His Messenger. Amen....
God has made everything in pairs. And each of the pair complement each other. Take example of the Sun and the Moon. The Sun is so bright during the day but cannot be seen during the night. To help light us up, the moon was created. However, the moon cannot produce light, and therefore, it need the Sun to light us up. It all complement one another.
Same like us human being. We complement one another. Adam and Eve. We seek someone special in our heart but yet we fail to see things that are clear. Things that are right in front of our eyes. Things that have always been there, waiting for us to notice..........GOD
God have created this world exactly for us. God has made everything in pairs for us. So that our life could be filled with love. Love of one another....complementing one another. Making our life perfect. Who are we when we compare ourselves to Prophets whose deeds were totally undeniable?
How do we stand in front of God in Judgement Day later on???
Where would we go, after our sins and deeds were counted?
No one knows except God. Bear in mind that whatever that we have here is not entirely ours and not ours for all eternity. It belongs to God.
Loving someone is not wrong but do not overdo. For Love brings about many wonders and opens our eyes in search for truth. The truth is our religion.
Love other people, Love the Nature, and most importantly Love God. Have faith in God, For He is the best Knower of them all.
There is no God other than Allah and Prophet Muhammad is His Messenger. Amen....
Monday, 13 April 2009
21 things GIRLS just don't realize about GUYS
Before I continue, I feel that a lot of hatred for me.... I just want to say that you are freely to feel anything about me, and I won't be mad. Just to let you know that no one is perfect and I'm nowhere near perfect. I too make mistakes sometimes, as the same as you are. And I hope you would forgive me because the mistakes that I've done was purely unintentional.
Alrite, girls, you might think that you know lots of stuff about us, guys but you know nothing yet. Guys, I know that you want to let this out.....Haha...
Here goes :-
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about...
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with u
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile (:
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinkin. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him... You don't need to give advice
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back,he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely admiring your beauty
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day
18)No guys can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life
I post this is not for me to attract anyone....Its for me to share the inner heart of guys...TO guys, you owe me man.....hahaha...
Women may seem complex, but guys are more complex when you truly explore his heart.
XD Hope I helped some of you....
Alrite, girls, you might think that you know lots of stuff about us, guys but you know nothing yet. Guys, I know that you want to let this out.....Haha...
Here goes :-
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about...
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they arent with u
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile (:
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinkin. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him... You don't need to give advice
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back,he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something.
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely admiring your beauty
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day
18)No guys can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life
I post this is not for me to attract anyone....Its for me to share the inner heart of guys...TO guys, you owe me man.....hahaha...
Women may seem complex, but guys are more complex when you truly explore his heart.
XD Hope I helped some of you....
Saturday, 11 April 2009
If only that person were true....
I was walking in a mall the other day.....As I was walking, I glanced someone....someone so beautiful that you would turn again and looked at the person even if you already have someone special in your heart.
I turned my head.....Searching for that person. Take a few steps backwards....And then I saw that person....
Oh....so handsome....so lively...so beautiful.....Marvellous....You would definitely want to spend the rest of your life with.....
Never have I met someone so attractive, so wonderful....Even better than artist....That is what I call the beauty of nature....The moment I saw that person, I kept picturing that person in my mind.....
I was afraid of going up close....After a long thought, I decide to go to that person....But I hesitated....
I took a deep breath....and gather up my courage...I started walking towards that person...I was 15 m away....
15m
10m
5m
4m
3m
2m
1m
....When I got there.....Damn....It was only a mirror...... hahahahahahahahah XD
P/S : It really did happened to me....kekekekeke :D
I turned my head.....Searching for that person. Take a few steps backwards....And then I saw that person....
Oh....so handsome....so lively...so beautiful.....Marvellous....You would definitely want to spend the rest of your life with.....
Never have I met someone so attractive, so wonderful....Even better than artist....That is what I call the beauty of nature....The moment I saw that person, I kept picturing that person in my mind.....
I was afraid of going up close....After a long thought, I decide to go to that person....But I hesitated....
I took a deep breath....and gather up my courage...I started walking towards that person...I was 15 m away....
15m
10m
5m
4m
3m
2m
1m
....When I got there.....Damn....It was only a mirror...... hahahahahahahahah XD
P/S : It really did happened to me....kekekekeke :D
Friday, 10 April 2009
I'll forgive you.....again
I'm currently angry......Angry because there is this girl, I recently knew that she spreads words about me.....saying bad stuff abt me.....I'm not saying anything at all.....and I'm not goin to scold her....because who am I to judge her?.....I'm not her father, i'm not her brother, i'm not her boyfriend.......
Fine....
I'm gonna cool myself down.......getting revenge is sweet......but forgiving is much better.....I can still tolerate, but when the time comes......Like I've said....I'll change for the worst....
A strong man is not the one that is strong in wrestling, but the one that can control himself in anger - (Bukhari)
Everyone has their limit you know......You're not going to like me when I'm really pissed off.....I think everybody is the same....
Try me....go ahead taunt me....
You have no idea what I'm capable of doing
Fine....
I'm gonna cool myself down.......getting revenge is sweet......but forgiving is much better.....I can still tolerate, but when the time comes......Like I've said....I'll change for the worst....
A strong man is not the one that is strong in wrestling, but the one that can control himself in anger - (Bukhari)
Everyone has their limit you know......You're not going to like me when I'm really pissed off.....I think everybody is the same....
Try me....go ahead taunt me....
You have no idea what I'm capable of doing
Wednesday, 8 April 2009
Parental Love....
Have you ever wonder why your parents love you so much? Or you didn't realise that they love you that much? Or perhaps you never return the love back to them?
One thing for sure is that all parents love their child. Never have I met any parent that hate their child and wish that they never had one.....Only in movies....No matter how bad they are, they would thank god for the one thing that they love the most, that is their child. Prisoners in prison wish only one thing if they were given a wish, to watch their child grow up.
I too, wish that I could have a child in the future but that is not my main concern yet. Studies is my main priority now.....
Have you called your parents today??????
Please do. Do you know that just by hearing your sweet voice, that would have made their day? Much more if you say I love you to your parents.....
I always do, say I love you to both my mum and dad. I feel that they would be relieved to know that their child still loves them even when you are miles away....
Do you know that parents really like to hear their child say that they love them very much?? It makes them feel that their sacrifice all this while is worthwhile.....
Please call your parents....please....Don't wait till its too late....When your parents are gone, there is nothing more in this world that you want....than to see your parents again.
My dad always said that he would only wish that he could see his mum for one last time again even in his dream and that would be suffice....
And I pray to Lord every day to give me the strength to repay my debt to my parents.....To make them proud.....To make all their sacrifice worthwhile.....For this child....This particular child...And I sometimes wept, not knowing whether would I be strong enough to let my parents go when it is time?.....Will there be any feeling of guilt???
Tears welled in my eyes....
Appreciate your parents.....As a friend, a caring friend, I ask you kindly, call your parents today......Tonight....Now if its possible....
For there is nothing more noble for a child than to care for their own parents....Love them and Cherish them, while they are still by your side......
One thing for sure is that all parents love their child. Never have I met any parent that hate their child and wish that they never had one.....Only in movies....No matter how bad they are, they would thank god for the one thing that they love the most, that is their child. Prisoners in prison wish only one thing if they were given a wish, to watch their child grow up.
I too, wish that I could have a child in the future but that is not my main concern yet. Studies is my main priority now.....
Have you called your parents today??????
Please do. Do you know that just by hearing your sweet voice, that would have made their day? Much more if you say I love you to your parents.....
I always do, say I love you to both my mum and dad. I feel that they would be relieved to know that their child still loves them even when you are miles away....
Do you know that parents really like to hear their child say that they love them very much?? It makes them feel that their sacrifice all this while is worthwhile.....
Please call your parents....please....Don't wait till its too late....When your parents are gone, there is nothing more in this world that you want....than to see your parents again.
My dad always said that he would only wish that he could see his mum for one last time again even in his dream and that would be suffice....
And I pray to Lord every day to give me the strength to repay my debt to my parents.....To make them proud.....To make all their sacrifice worthwhile.....For this child....This particular child...And I sometimes wept, not knowing whether would I be strong enough to let my parents go when it is time?.....Will there be any feeling of guilt???
Tears welled in my eyes....
Appreciate your parents.....As a friend, a caring friend, I ask you kindly, call your parents today......Tonight....Now if its possible....
For there is nothing more noble for a child than to care for their own parents....Love them and Cherish them, while they are still by your side......
Sunday, 5 April 2009
Petanque!
Yesterday was badminton, and today was petanque....Petanque is completely different from badminton, whereby you use more of your head...Strategies, techniques, analysis for player and the condition of the soil.....everything is taken into account....Even the petanque ball.....
Students from Banting came exactly at 9.30 am. The match started at 10.00am...My game was the first one....
My team was fighting against a team from banting.....One look we knew that we have less chance of winning.....
There is nothing more thrilling in the game when you're about to throw your ball.....Everything went so quiet....Its just you, the ball, and GOD.....The sound of the ball hitting the ground was another sensation....
My team won the first game.....Its some sort of payback to my loss on badminton yesterday.... We won 20 - 4
It was quite an achievement.......never knew that we could achieve so great.....I'm starting to develop passion for this game.....
I was amaze by a girl from my class that can really play well.......I knew she could play but she was playing so great today.......Amazing....Such talent hidden behind her silence....I didn't expect that......Every shot she made was accurate and precise.....Even I also could not do that (>.<)
Anyway, congratulations to the Petanque team for winning all events......
Students from Banting came exactly at 9.30 am. The match started at 10.00am...My game was the first one....
My team was fighting against a team from banting.....One look we knew that we have less chance of winning.....
There is nothing more thrilling in the game when you're about to throw your ball.....Everything went so quiet....Its just you, the ball, and GOD.....The sound of the ball hitting the ground was another sensation....
My team won the first game.....Its some sort of payback to my loss on badminton yesterday.... We won 20 - 4
It was quite an achievement.......never knew that we could achieve so great.....I'm starting to develop passion for this game.....
I was amaze by a girl from my class that can really play well.......I knew she could play but she was playing so great today.......Amazing....Such talent hidden behind her silence....I didn't expect that......Every shot she made was accurate and precise.....Even I also could not do that (>.<)
Anyway, congratulations to the Petanque team for winning all events......
Saturday, 4 April 2009
Badminton!
I was walking at the doorway, when someone yelled my name....I was called by the class team to play since we're short of one player.
I haven't touch badminton racquet for 6 years already......
I did not prepare mentally and physically....(physically seems impossible ^_^) but one thing I did before I left my room was I prayed to God....Let me lose with dignity...
Everything about me and badminton was rusty......And my opponent was the college representative for badminton sport....Lucky day huh?
I was beaten up, slayed, slaughtered, massacred by him.........Hahahaha.... (21-6, 21-8)
Nevertheless, I was glad I played this badminton game eventough I lost.....I finally knew a friend....a true friend....
It was after the first set....The opponent was dominating.....I offer little resistance in return.....I was tired, exhausted......
She said to me.... " Danial jangan main lagi la.....aku kesian tengok kau" She even wanted to withdrew me from the match.....
I said no.....I will continue on....Lose with dignity....GOD is on my side....
But throughout the game, I was thinking, why did she want to withdrew me? Was I that bad? But the answer was very clear....She cared for her friend.....
I have asthma......I was attacked by it when I was 11, and it nearly took my life....Then, again in form 2......I gave up sports since then.....
6 years....no badminton, my racquet was gone, decomposed......No longer there... Sports was even longer....The only sports that I play was tug-of-war (tarik tali - represent school and also played for the yellow house in college), Shooting game (real guns okay....not air gun)
I knew the risk when I played badminton.....I wasn't going to push myself......But she cared for me and asked to stop, probably it was me, playing that bad....or probably I was tired, exhausted....running here and there just to keep up the pace....
I don't know the real reason why she asked me to stop....but no matter what her reasons are, I would like to thank you.....
Tomorrow still got Petangue match with KMB....gotta to make up the loss today.....Tomorrow gonna try my best to win....
I haven't touch badminton racquet for 6 years already......
I did not prepare mentally and physically....(physically seems impossible ^_^) but one thing I did before I left my room was I prayed to God....Let me lose with dignity...
I was kinda worn out by the morning CAS activity.....Slept at 3.00 am the night before....Woke at 6 am to go to SMK Juasseh.... T.T
Game time....
Everything about me and badminton was rusty......And my opponent was the college representative for badminton sport....Lucky day huh?
I was beaten up, slayed, slaughtered, massacred by him.........Hahahaha.... (21-6, 21-8)
Nevertheless, I was glad I played this badminton game eventough I lost.....I finally knew a friend....a true friend....
It was after the first set....The opponent was dominating.....I offer little resistance in return.....I was tired, exhausted......
She said to me.... " Danial jangan main lagi la.....aku kesian tengok kau" She even wanted to withdrew me from the match.....
I said no.....I will continue on....Lose with dignity....GOD is on my side....
But throughout the game, I was thinking, why did she want to withdrew me? Was I that bad? But the answer was very clear....She cared for her friend.....
I have asthma......I was attacked by it when I was 11, and it nearly took my life....Then, again in form 2......I gave up sports since then.....
6 years....no badminton, my racquet was gone, decomposed......No longer there... Sports was even longer....The only sports that I play was tug-of-war (tarik tali - represent school and also played for the yellow house in college), Shooting game (real guns okay....not air gun)
I knew the risk when I played badminton.....I wasn't going to push myself......But she cared for me and asked to stop, probably it was me, playing that bad....or probably I was tired, exhausted....running here and there just to keep up the pace....
I don't know the real reason why she asked me to stop....but no matter what her reasons are, I would like to thank you.....
Tomorrow still got Petangue match with KMB....gotta to make up the loss today.....Tomorrow gonna try my best to win....
Wednesday, 1 April 2009
What happened to me at 3.00 am....Part 2
Alright.....It's time to tell the whole story now....If i followed whaterever he said, I would be able to save him. But no, curiousity kills the cat. Legend has it that this 'thing' would appear for every 34 years. The last time it happened was in 1970. We were told of this legend by an ex-scout master. He told the whole troop to watch out for anything suspicious.
From our distance, we could be well sure that it was not human. Its tall, about 2 metre in height. I don't really remember how it look.It just happened...same like in a dream. Have you ever dreamed but you forget the details of the dream? It's the same as that.`
and let me continue on.....
Then it began....It started to move towards us and fast. I noticed that it was neither walking nor running. In fact, it wasn't even touching the ground. Some sort of Levitation, and fast....
I was about to turn my head to the other direction to run, when it arrived in front of us but it didn't stop. It kept on moving as though a moving train that is going to run over you. I have no knowledge in martial arts but my human instinct told me to hold up my hands to defend myself.
Out of a sudden, it ripped into pieces like pieces of papers when it touched us. Black papers, following the course of the wind. Our heart pumped fast, cold sweat drenched ourselves. We were really frightened.
"Mana dia pergi?" He said.
"Aku tak tau...."
"Jom lari sia......aku nak balik!!!!"
I felt the same urge too. I felt like want to hug my parents that time....cause I know, my parents would definitely protect me. Feels warm and secure. But that wasn't happening. It was cold, and dangerous. We weren't sure what lies ahead of us and we're alone.
.......
We turned our back. And it was definitely behind us. Standing waiting for us to turn around. I was shocked like hell....I passed out....I can't remember anything else...
I woked up, the next day....I saw my senior's faces, and a teacher. Not sure where was I, I sit up straight...
"Kau pengsan semalam. Pagi tadi kita jumpa kau. Apa berlaku?" A senior asks me.
"Aku pun tak pasti sebenarnya." I replied, remembering the rules when you experienced supernatural manifestation. Don't tell anyone about it, not until a certain period of time because it would probably come to hunt you if you expose their presence.
I couldn't help to wonder what really happened to Mr. X? All i remembered was he stood there unmoved when I passed out.
"Mr.X ok ke?" I asked one of the seniors.
"Dia balik dah. Ada benda berlaku....Menggigil dia. Mata dia merah semacam. Tak pernah aku tengok camtu. Pucat pulak tu. Parents dia mengamuk depan kita...kita semua kena marah. Peliknya, kau tak pulak macam dia. Kau nampak ok..."
"Camne korang jumpa kita?"
"Takde lah. Kita baru nak buat squad mencari, tapi Mr. X balik ke campsite terhinjut-hinjut. Mcm ada anjing gigit kaki dia. Waktu tu, tangan dia berdarah habis. Agak ngeri jugak luka dia. Dah rawat dah pun.....Tapi kena bawa gi hospital. Parents dia nak bawak. Yang agak peliknya, tanya dia apa-apa, dia tak jawab pun. Mcm dah tak paham bahasa Melayu."
I was shocked. Chilly fingers danced along my spine. Why is he acting like that? And what really happened? I was allowed to go home...And I did....
I broke into tears when I saw my mum. Figuring out that I might not have the opportunity to see her again. If anything were to happen to me last night, I won't be here anymore. This blog wouldn't even existed.
That night.....I dreamed. The same thing of what happened the night before. But, it always when the time I passed out would be the time I woke up from sleep. Coincidence? I don't think so....
The same dream every night, every time I closed my eyes, even short naps I would have the same dream. I was depressed. My parents were worried....but i told them not to...
Monday....schooling day.....
I went to school...eventough my parents forbade me to go. I wanted to know what happened that night....And only two person could tell me that. One is Mr.X and the other was the Ex-scoutmaster. I looked for Mr.X in his class but I was told that he didn't came to school. I don't want to let others know....so, I decided not to ask from the Ex-scoutmaster.
Tuesday.....
I searched for him again....no sign at all...
Wednesday....
Still no sign of him...
This continue on for the whole week. Sms and calls were made to his handphone....no replied...By the end of the week, his number were out of service. I don't know where he stayed.... And i don't know who knows...
The second week......
I was more depressed, the dreams kept repeating.....the same thing over and over again. Every time it happened. I would be frightened as hell. Its like real.....Sometimes I could hear voices in my dream....It not english....Not in BM either....I don't know in what language but I just understand the meaning. Not sure how it sounded like but something like "Give me your soul".
Schooling day....
Mr.X's parents came to school today....I was afraid to ask them about their son. But I gather my courage...
" Mak cik, pakcik.....Mr. X sihat? "
"Kau kawan dia ke??"
"Yer.....saya kawan dia. Nama saya Danial" I said.
" Dia minta pass note ni kat adik.....Katanya...penting..." her mom paused.
Something was not right. Tears welled in her eyes.....
" Apa berlaku makcik?? "
" Anak makcik meninggal dua hari lepas...dia meninggal kat hospital besar...dia sempat tulis ni dan bagitau makcik tuk bagi kat adik " tears were dropping down her cheeks.....
I felt like something struck me hard. The world went so quiet at that very moment....I looked at her....Couldn't bear it anymore.
I turned around....Not sure whether that was the right thing to do...I started running...I had no where to go....I just run....Run away from all this...from the fact that someone who has been nice to me is dead.....
Without realising it, I wept....I wasn't sure why...Probably because It could have been me....Probably because it would not happen if I follow what he said, go and report to the seniors...Probably because, I never had the chance to say I'm sorry.....Or thank you for whatever he had done......Probably because he was my friend....a true friend...
I sat at a corner....staring outside the window.....flashing our moments together....
I took the note and read it....
I don't know whether should I reveal what he wrote? Or should I keep it to myself.....If you guys want to know....just tell me then....
There are more details to this story....but i don't have the time...Forgive me...
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